My Inspirations

            

 My tatay Wanding and nanay Eying. ^_^

 

They are my loving parents.We celebrated their birthday last July 30, 2011 (Saturday). My nanay's birthday is July 19, 1955 and my tatay's birthday is July 31, 1954. It's our first time to celebrate their birthday together. We their children wants them to be happy during their special day and we think we are very successful. They looked happy in that picture. Thank you for everything Tatay and nanay! we love you!

(from left to right) Kuya Joel, Me. Janine, Kuya Jumar, siyempre Tatay and nanay :)

It's our first time to have a family picture ngayong malalaki na kami. Normally kasi hindi kumpleto. Sometimes wala si Kuya Joel madalas ako ang wala... hehe pero right now, happy family..I will make sure na  this is not our first and last family portrait... Sabi nga capture all the moments... :) Sobrang saya ng araw na ito para sa amin. Mga relatives namin pumunta ng bahay. Kapatid nina nanay tska mga pinsan ko, ala na kasi parents ni nanay eh. Si tatay naman happy kasi pumunta ang kanyang ina. Yun lang medyo nagsungit si tatay pero normal na sa knya un. hehehe. Friends are their also to celebraate with us, masaya kasi sila pag may mga pumupuntang mga friends namin don, inshort happy sila pag madaming tao sa bahay.. (toink)Basta, this is very special day for my parents and of course sa  aming mga anak nila. I won't forget their happy faces, thats what makes me happy kasi.

My Prayer

Thank you Lord for this wonderful day. Thank you for the happy faces. Thank you for their lives. Thank you that you've shown them your love. Please always take good care of them and always extend your loving arms with them. Thank for for all the blessings. Amen.

ReadyGet SetGo

Our life is just like  race, there is always a Ready Get Set and Go...

Classes are suspended! everyone is so happy... making their own lakads ang gimiks. Pero ibahin niyo kami ng kaibigan kung si Jb. ReadyGetSetGo ang utak namin sa pag-iisip to make our time very useful.. In short user kami...what do you think? haha... We spent our half day in a meaningful way. We had a time to visit our friend Bhel to the hospital with bestfriend Jun. Kumampi sa amin ang ulan kasi hindi siya malakas pagpunta namin hanggang pabalik. Good to hear that Bhel is doing good, nkakatawa ng malakas.. haha funny kasi ung driver namin eh... (you know who you are) haha....After visiting  Bhel, we had also the time to talk about a lot of things.. as in A LOT. with bestfriend Jun pa din and Jb. Venue: Mang Inasal (Morayta), photography by the three of us.. I asked Jun 2 weeks ago to get ready sa mga sasabihin namin sa kanya and I think 2 weeks is too much for my bestfriend, dapat nga 1 week lang eh kaya lang baka umiral ang pagka *^&$#@@ ng bestfriend ko.. (joke lang bestfriend) . Well, today was the day, finally..  There are things kasi that I really need to share also with my trusted freinds. Two weeks ago kasi I realized how people trusted me with their deepest secrets, about their personal lives parang it's just so unfair for some of them that they don't know anything about me. Siguro we have our  own choice kung gusto talag nating magshare, so I decided to share it with bestfriend Jun. Thanks to the effort of JB who help me to tell everything. Sabi kasi sa devotion ko during that week "Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much." Luke 16:10 -sobrang nabatukan at natamaan ako sa verse na yan.. Actually, at first it's very hard for me to realized and understand what it meant kasi I'm ok naman and I'm perfectly happy pero it talks about the past na pala... haha how great that He made me realized those things.  The result of today's conversation? hmmmm i-quote ko lang.. "kung dati mo pa sa akin sinabi yun, hindi ko siya recommend sayo pero kalimutan na yun tapos na eh"  (may ganun?) hahaha  

Today is one of the memorable day for me. :) 

Blessings for the Week

Just want to share how blessed I am this week. 

1. Quiet Time

My  devotion was consistent and the good thing is I don't want to stop reading His word every night.  This are the words na kumausap sa akin, Titus 2:12 "It teaches us to say NO to ungodliness and wordly passion, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age"... the other one was Titus 3:14 "Our people must learn how to devote themselves to doing what is good, in order that they may provide for daily necessities and not live in unproductive lives"....hmmmm.. His telling me something which I really prayed for, His telling me to say NO to those things that I'm doing that could not give me good benefits. He wants me to devote my self in doing what is pleasing to His eyes, doing what is right, doing to help others. Well, I don't have any idea where to start and how, but I know the answer will be given to me in the following days and I'm so excited for it.^_^

2. Financially Blessed

It's my parents birthday this coming end of the month and I prayed for enough money to celebrate their special day. Guess what, He gave me more than I'm asking for. It's just funny that my friend Bhel told me not to expect a big amount of money from my source and that's what I did. Yun lang, expectation vs. my prayer siyempre my prayer is more powerful. Because of theG bonus that God gave me I had a chance to share it with my other friends my cell group, bonding time na rin... Galing talaga Niya.

3. Cellphone

My friend Jb texted me this morning, July 22, 2011 , telling me that he has a surprise for me, so bad kasi dedma ako. I'm not expecting BIG from him kasi it's an ordinary day. Aysus! when he handed me the surprise it's a cellphone; (second hand; used )SAMSUNG touch screen phone...haha...i thought he will going to tell me to pay for it pero shabi niya "SHAYO NA YAN" haha lumaki mata ko with a BIG smile on my face.. hahahA.. super blessed, shaya shaya ko Jb.. hahah Thanks a lot!

Thank you Lord even it's a tiring week, at the end of it You made us happy and realized how blessed we are with all the people around us. ^_^

VACATION--DISCOVERY

After very long time, here I am again visiting my account, I miss writing  and sharing my thoughts and important days of my life. It's been a while right? :)

 I just had my vacation one week ago. (June 24-28, 2011) thanks to my boss she allowed me to have a vacation. Typhoon Falcon is here in the country and it's raining so hard pero hindi naman ako nagpapigil sa kanya para hindi makauwi to my hometown Pangasinan. I miss my family so much and of course I want to have rest after a stressful enrollment and umaapaw na reports. Nakakamiss kaya si word na pahinga and i think I deseved to apply that word to my self... hahaha

So happy to be with my family. Bonding with my tatay and nanay.. Namiss ko ung kasungitan ng tatay ko at nilalambing ako sabi niya "mag-asawa na daw ako" haha. Si nanay naman super bonding, manicure and pedicure with her, palengke at pagluluto.. hahah kakaibang bonding. Si Camille, (our bunso) with my 3 boys (nephews) Zymon, Eugene and JM (baby) super kulitan at away lang kami. heehe. My kuya Jumar tamang kwentuhan lang...

This is my favorate, for the longest years ngayon ko lang nalaman ang WEDDING Anniversary ng parents ko. My parents are married 31 years already and they will have their 32nd wedding anniversary on September 1-2, 2011. Just so happy to know na ganun na sila katagal.. So pround with my tatay and nanay.

My tatay will have his 57th birthday on July 31, 2011 and my nanay will have also her 56th birthday on July 19, 2011. I will make sure that their birthday will be special and memorable.

I know that He always hear my prayers for my family.  :) GOD BLESS!

Life Group End Term Fellowship (April 9, 2011)

  

                     

We had our end term fellowship at Rainforest Park, Pasig City.  Our brothers and sisters in Christ are with us. It's an overflowing blessing during that day because it's our first term to have this kind of fellowship, a team building (bonding). Thank you Lord for the safety and successful fellowship that we had. Thank you po kz hindi Niyo tinuloy ung ulan..I'm so happy also because CS/IT students from Life Group are with us, it's our first time to be with them. Of course, ang mga Engineering students din was their at patuloy na suportado ang Life Group. Thank you also to sir Jabez for supporting us, first time din sumama with us, to JB and Bhel for the support, tska Godfrey (friend of Johann) for the venue.  I just realized  that each one of them have their own "kulit". They really made the activity alive with their jokes, with their kwentuhan, with their kantahan, super laugh laugh laugh trip... Overflowing talaga ung kasiyahan ko that time. They still joined the activity despite of their super busy schedule and the approaching schedule of final exams...Nagparticipate talaga sila sa mga games that we prepared and I think nagustuhan naman nila kahit puro reklamo. ahaha..I remember the time time when I was  preparing the program for the activity, I am so worried kz iniisip maybe the games that I was preparing is too boring for them  kaya naman nakaka-stress. hahaha.. pero I think nagenjoy naman sila..hehe I'm not trying to please each one of them , pero all I wanted is for them to  enjoy the activity at the same time they would realized how important to have a bonding or good relationship with their sisters and brothers in Christ.  ^__^ It was really a tiring day but still we enjoyed it... a lot!!

              

THANK YOU LORD FOR THE SUCCESSFUL FELLOWSHIP!!!

Blessings for the Week

1. Coin bank -  my freind JB bought me a coin bank for my Christmas 2011 mission. This is the second step  for me to fullfill this mission. Thank you JB.. haha bayad yan.. Ma'am  Badeth  put all his ipon (coins) in my coin bank to show me that shes supporting my plan. So happy!! (thousand smiles).

2. Peace of mine -  I was bothered with this one person kz I did something wrong. I decided to do something without praying for it. But, God made a way  to remind me what I've done is wrong that is why He allow me to talk with that person again. Result, PEACE OF MINE.

3. Financially blessed -  I have enough money to go home in Pangasinan, enough  as in enough for my vacation. It's Zymon and Eugene's Birthday, my pamangkins..We can now celebrate their special day.

4. My father -  my nanay called up and she told me the good news. According to her, after the checkup of my tatay last Monday, the doctor said he is now find , not totally but atleast nabawasan ang sakit niya. Pwede na rin kami magpahinga with the weekly checkup, weekly expenses, once a month na lng ulit. Thank you Lord for your healing hand.

May you continue shower us with your blessings! Thank you Lord!

What I want to do for Christmas 2011?

I have shared with my friend (Ms. Borras) what I want to do this Christmas vacation 2011. I just told her that I want to fed those kids whom I encountered during my Christmas vacation in my aunt's house (near irrigation site) in Pangasinan. This is the story: everytime I went to my aunt's house and give my present to my cousins, a lot of kids just coming and looking at me. Maybe some of them are expecting something also from me. The truth is I don't have any for them, all I have is for my inaanak and for the kids of my cousins.

Right now, I just remembered and I just wanted to do something for them. Gusto ko mag-organize ng Christmas party....want to prepare food....games... gifts... and  I just want them to realize na Christmas is truly for them...Well, sounds funny kz nine months more before Christmas, haha.. sabi nga the earlier the better...Im so excited to do it...excited to see them smiling and say how thank they are na naexperience nila ang ganun.... na someone is really concern  and wants them to be happy...

THINGS I NEED TO DO TO MAKE THIS POSSIBLE:

1. Pray for it and give me a clean heart for my motive.

2. Buy a coin bank (i need to save money for the gifts).

3. I need sponsors (food, gifts, equipments, manpower)

4. I will talk to the officials of the barangay.. (give them the good heart Lord).

The attitude behind it really matters. There is a huge difference between buying stuff that you feel (or are) obligated to, and intentionally (and cheerfully) giving something to another person.

Proverbs 21:26…the righteous gives and does not hold back.

Planet Shakers Concert

Planet Shakers!!!

It was a happy experienced when we watched the concert of Planet Shakers last March 12, 2011 at the Ultra with Kuya Jun Calunsag, Sats Satuna, Louie Distor, and Kimberly Roldan.  It's my first time to watch a Christian band concert that is why this is so memorable for me. Pagpunta pa lang sa concert dami na nakakatawa.. Pagalis ko ng bahay, hmmmedyo nakalayo na ako narealize ko na I was not able to bring the tickets kaya I need to go back talaga na naging reason para ako ang antayin sa meeting place.  Pagdating ko naman masaya silang kumakain...at pagdating ko super ngarag ako..walang kaayos-ayos at bigla ba naman sabi ni  Jun "bat ang ganda nyo po ngayon?" knowing nmn na ngarag ako siyempre nd ako naniwala...sinundan pa ni Keembie ayun napilitan din si Sats....hahhah..muntik na ako maniwala.. On our way, pinatawa ako ng todo ni Keembie nong sabhing niyang "Ang saya naman po dito may fireworks" pagkatingin ko may tatlong ilaw lang, yun pala isang airplane lang..hahahha at hindi pa siya nakuntento.. nagtanong pa "ma'am may LRT pala dito bakit hindi na lang po tayo nag-LRT?" pagtingin ko isang tulay lang pala... hahha ewan ko ba sa batang 'to...Nakasama namin ang mga kachurchmate nina Jun at Louie..

That night God me felt that I am really His daughter. He made me realized a lot of things. He made me see how blessed I am... Ang sayang mag-worship sa gabing eto, bawat kanta ay may pahiwatig at gustong ituro. Binuksan ni Lord talaga ang puso ko that time. Ang sarap tumalon at sumigaw ng malakas..ng malakas na malakas...ng sobrang lakas... Nkakatawa lang kasi may nararamdaman na ako masakit sa paa ko kasi malamang sa kakatalon kaya dedma ako... Pagdating ko sa bahay napakalaking pasa ang nakita ko..hahah napataas ata talon ko talaga kaya un tumatama sa upuan..hahha...Walang humpay na kulitan at walang kasawaan na pagkuha ng pictures...SAYA! SAYA! SOBRANG SAYA!

Thank you for that night!

SIGAW

Ang galing talaga ni Lord... Ang galing Niya mag-plan.. Pinalungkot.... Pinatawa... Binigyan ako ng sakit ng ulo...pinabigat Niya ang loob ko... Sinubukan din Niyang ubusin ang pasensiya ko... Pinabayaan din Niyang magalit ako sa ibang tao... meron pa kaya akong dapat maramdaman?.. Pero sa lahat ng eto ang dami Mong pinaintindi.. ang dami Mong tinuro..lalo Mo akong pinatibay... pinakita Mo sa akin ang mga bagay-bagay sa positibong paraan... at higit sa lahat lalo Mo akong nilapit Sayo... Siguro nga ay pamamaraan Mo yan para mas lalong kaming mapalapit Sayo...  Tunay nga naman na Ikaw at Ikaw lang ang matatakbuhan namin sa mga pagkakataong bagsak na kami. Bagama't binigyan Mo kami ng  Gift  of love from our family and freinds , tunay pa rin na walang papantay sa love na binibigay Mo sa amin...

SURVIVOR KAMI! yan ang madalas naming isigaw ng mga kaibigan kong si Bhel and JB everytime na nagpaparamdam sa amin ang mga problema.. One of the convincing words na pinaghuhugutan namin ng lakas..haha.. This time, ramdam ko na naman si problema, pero sa tingin ko sisiw na lang eto sa akin.. Bagamat, mas pinipili kong maging masaya  talaga naman hindi pumapayag si problema na talikuran na lng siya at baliwalain basta-basta kaya naman super habol pa rin siya.. Tama nga naman, gawan mo siya ng solusyon para hindi ka na niya habulin... hahaha... Minsan hindi rin siya pumapayag ang problema na mag-isa  lang siya talaga namang nagsama pa ng kapawa niya problema... Pinipilit talaga tayong pabagsakin ata wasakin... "Belat kang problema ka, akala mo naman kaya mo ako"..hahaha (baliw)..Dami-dami naman pwede isipin, pwede pagusapan, pwede isula dito sa blog ko pero si problema pa ang topic ko... siguro nga kz papansin siya ngayong week sa akin... "dagok" ba.... hahaha pabigat....

Tamang labas at bawas lang naman ako ngayon ng bigat...haha.medyo effective naman eh...

"KUTOB"

With all those years that we are with you, I'm the only person you really felt the "kutob" pero during that time I'm not that matured and ready enough to hear your answer that is why I kept it my self. After a loooooong years now I think I'm ready for that answer...Until February 13, 2011 came..We had all the time to talk and the conversation goes well. Usapang family (checked) usapang freinds (checked) usapang lovelife hmmmmmm we had a lot of things to talked about. I think that moment is the right time to ask you those things para malinaw na ang lahat ng kutob. I said I'm ready with your answer but by the time na narinig ko ang sagot mo na inaasahan ko naman na yun ang maririnig ko sayo mas mahirap pala.. painful pala siya. haha Buti na lang that time God reminded me to be a good person, reminded me to think of the positive side of the situation, reminded me that more than anything else, you need more comfort. Well, I'm so happy that everything goes well.

The hardest part now is to make a decision, decision to tell or not, which we know other people will be affected. Maybe, time will came masasabi din natin... Pero what is important now is you are happy and you not hurting other people, and most of all the RESPECT is still there. I just want to tell you that I appreciated you for being honest... I understand and accepted you. Tulad nga ng paulit-ulit kong sinasabi sayo na.." What ever is the situation right now, I'm always praying for it and continue prayig for it... and I'm claiming it"... I'm always thanking you for all the efforts that you have done for us and we always loving you and I love you. God bless. JNC

I want you to know..(My Kuya Joel)

I remember when we are still a kids kung anong meron ang Kuya Joel dapt meron din ang Kuya Jumar pero tatay and nanay won't forget their little princess. (during that time ako pa ang bunso)... Tuwing nakikita ko ang mga pictures namin so funny.. Si kuya Joel hating-hati ang buhok at si kuya Jumar nman ang shorts makaluma tlga... siyempre ako ang stockings na net color white designed eh micky mouse.. Sana lang naitago natin yun...Wala lang those were the days.....

We are so blessed  to  have a Kuya like you. I'm saying this not because of the material things that you've given us, but,  it's because you really made us feel that you are really  our Kuya.   We are both working now and have our anda pero you never told me na "oy may pamilya tayo sa province ha" instead, you made me feel na "enjoy mo lang ang life mo ha you deserved it"... Maybe it's unfair for you kasi nga you are the one who really help them financially.(pang-support lang ako).. hahhaha

You know what? I'm so happy that you've shared your secrets with me.. hehehe.. at yung una nahuli kita... Well, pasensiya but you know your sister I'm just telling you the things I think is right...  And now, another secret huh.... to be continued pa.... hahha

10 Things I want you know:

1) I prayed that we can go to church together. (with our family)

2) We miss you and we loved you.

3) I want you to be happy.

4) Don't be  tired of helping tatay and nanay.

5) Please be careful always.

6) I'm always praying that you will find your right girl.

7) Aalagaan kita pa tumanda kang binata... hehehe

8) We promise you na magpapakabait kami ni Camille.

9) Be strong kz we have a Big God.

10) Sana matuwa ka dito kz this is really for you.

GOD BLESS MY DEAR KUYA!

My Christmas Vacation 2010

December 2010... I've always waited this month to come because aside from it's Christmas, it is also the loooongest vacation I ever had for the whole year. I enjoyed my vacation a alot.. as in a lot... with my family. I had a time to bond with my tatay, nanay, kuya Jumar, my dear sister (bunso) Janine and ofcourse with my pamangkins Zymon and Eugene. We miss my kuya Joel wala kasi siya his working abroad. This is also my time to have fun with other relatives. My highschool frerinds are also there. They are always dropping to our house to para ayain ako lumabas kz naman if they will not do that hindi na ako lalabas. They knows kz na mas gusto ko mag-stay sa bahay kaysa lumabas. A big thanks to you guys.

December 26, 2010 -  Arrival of Bhel, Janiz, and Edison in our house. (Pangasinan)

Today is a bonding moment... We %&#)@)>++ a lot with my Kuya Jumar...

December 27, 2010 -  Arrival of Marlon, Champoy, and Emman in our house (Pangasinan)

Full-circle eto. I'm so excited to be with my freinds especially in our house. This is really an unforgettable moment/s. hehehe.. It's my first time to have lunch with them called " BOODLE FIGHT"... Super saya!  Kinagabihan they wanted to experiencekasi the Christmas Ball in the province ayaw ko man pumunta napilit din nila ako at nadramahan. So in the end pumunta din kami. Sobrang nakakatawa kasi Una, Marlon and my sister Camille join the paper dance contest sobrang nkakatawa si Marlon kz she experienced to dance (cha-cha, tango, modern, sexy dance?) hahahha... Pangalawa, Si Champiy, pinipilit nmin siyang sumayaw sabi niya ayaw niya pero suddenly nkalingat lang ako he is there sa dance floor and take note his taking picture in his own inunahan pa kami.hahhahaha... Last, lakas ng loob nilang lahat sumayaw sa gitna... hahhaha At hanngang sa paguwi kz mdeyo malayo din yung distance sa bahay. Nagkakatakutan at nagpapahabol sa mga aso. Super puyat but we need to do our next activity.

December 28, 2010  Here we come City of Baguio... (with Emman, Janiz, Champoy, and Marlon)

We woke up late si Janiz lng gumising ng maaga. Super late na rin kami nkaalis ng bahay (please ask Marlon and Champoy why) hahaha... Talaga namang nkakatuwa kz when we got there in the van station walng masakyan so we decided to ride in an ordinary bus. Hindi pa nkakalayo si Janiz tulog na. hahhaha sinundan ni Marlon, sunod si Kuya Emman at winner si Champoy pang-huli at alangan nmn matulog din ako...hahahha 12:00nn finally we reach Baguio at foggy pa rin and it's sooo cold... First route BurnHam Park... picture! picture! Lunch----lunch----lunch---- Mines View .....shopping...shopping...walking..walking while eating Taho STRAWBERRY flavor....hahaha... down to  Mansion House to Wright Park to...... walking...walking...Botanical Garden...pero madilim na hindi na nmin makita ang mga flowers... Makakalimutan ko ba ang matandang nagpapicture kay Marlon... wahahahahah.... nadaanan din pala nmin yung Haunted House..... (Did I forgot something?) basta! . Champoy and Marlon are pretending na hindi sila nilalamig... kz kung mkapagshorts at hindi naniwala sa akin na mgdala ng jacket.. haler! Baguio kaya pupuntahan... hahha (commercial lang). .. Siyempre we won't forget the picture picture moment.  We had dinner at Chowking (sarap kasi ng soup) along Session Road..... Hay naku walang kapaguran na lakad at picture picture!

Eto ang delubyo... late na wala na kami maskyan pababa... pauwi...wahahahhaha..... buti na lang at may Genesis at may kagawad si Ate Janiz.... hahhaha

December 29, 2010 - Marlon and Champoy says Hi to CornVille

I almost forgot na mag-aanak ak ng binyag ngayon. I decided na isama si Marlon and Champoy sa pupuntahan instead na iwanan ko sila sa bahay.  I'm with my highschool freinds, ung iba ngayon ko lang ulit makikita after highschool graduation, 10 years ago pa.hahhahha..Hay naku! nagsisi nmn daw ako kasi Ireally don't know na yung place pala eh malayo tska corn village... malayo sa kabihasnan...... hhahhahaha Naman!

I really enjoyed my vacation with the special people around me!!  I won't forget this moment with them...

God bless!