Thursday, February 17, 2011

"KUTOB"

With all those years that we are with you, I'm the only person you really felt the "kutob" pero during that time I'm not that matured and ready enough to hear your answer that is why I kept it my self. After a loooooong years now I think I'm ready for that answer...Until February 13, 2011 came..We had all the time to talk and the conversation goes well. Usapang family (checked) usapang freinds (checked) usapang lovelife hmmmmmm we had a lot of things to talked about. I think that moment is the right time to ask you those things para malinaw na ang lahat ng kutob. I said I'm ready with your answer but by the time na narinig ko ang sagot mo na inaasahan ko naman na yun ang maririnig ko sayo mas mahirap pala.. painful pala siya. haha Buti na lang that time God reminded me to be a good person, reminded me to think of the positive side of the situation, reminded me that more than anything else, you need more comfort. Well, I'm so happy that everything goes well.

The hardest part now is to make a decision, decision to tell or not, which we know other people will be affected. Maybe, time will came masasabi din natin... Pero what is important now is you are happy and you not hurting other people, and most of all the RESPECT is still there. I just want to tell you that I appreciated you for being honest... I understand and accepted you. Tulad nga ng paulit-ulit kong sinasabi sayo na.." What ever is the situation right now, I'm always praying for it and continue prayig for it... and I'm claiming it"... I'm always thanking you for all the efforts that you have done for us and we always loving you and I love you. God bless. JNC