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BE RECONCILED

TRUST that’s one of the powerful words for me.  I really hate the feeling of being betrayed. Isn’t that painful that the one you’ve trusted will just turn back to you. “Breath in breath out” yan ang sabi sa akin ng isang kaibigan. That time I think it’s not that effective. Gumawa ako na mga bagay na gusting-gusto ko  just to avoid the feeling of pagka-inis kasi that’s what I always did kapag alam ko na na parating na si inis. Waaaahhhh! In my realization it’s not even effective during this time… Nakakiiyak pala pag sobrang inis mo na tapos hindi mo mailabas kasi nga you don’t want to tell other people what happen kasi you are still protecting that person. Naghahanap ka ng comfort pero wala kang mahanap.  I always hated to be alone and sad pero eto siya nagpaparamdam sa akin.

It’s almost 2:00 in the morning and still I can’t sleep. Isa lang pala ang kailangan kung gawin to have peace of mind during that time. Someone told me what to do. All the time pala na nag-emote ako nakikita niya. Siguro sabi Niya andito lang naman kasi ako dedma ma ka lang. (funny).. I prayed and this time sobrang kakaiba ang feeling, little by little may mga bagay na ipinapaintindi sa akin. At first, parang magulo pa kasi na-over power pa ako ng inis ko.  I know He comforted me and telling me na what I felt right now is His one way for me to realized  na hindi lahat ng tao sa paligid mo ay pwede mong pagkatiwalaan na they are free to hurt you anytime they want.. Bakit kaya nabuo ang word na LIAR? (funny)…

Thank you because there is YOU who comforted me and reminded the possible things that can be encountered in my everyday life. Thank you for making me realized the situation in positive way.

                            

Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you; leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift.” – Matthew 5:23-24

Last Day of Life Group

December 1, 2010. Today is the last day of our gathering in our life group. So happy to see students entering the room A401 which that time we consider it as fellowship room. Well, usual some of them are late, but you can see in their faces that they are really excited. Normal things happen, tawanan, kanya-kanyang kwentuhan, at excited sa mga susunod na mangyayari. It’s a little bit sad kasi we will miss all the students, especially those who attended only these term.

What we did today is to enjoy the fellowship and we’ve talked about our Life Group Christmas Party on December 8, 2010 at Kuya Venj house (Balic-balic). Nagbunutan na rin kami for our exchange gift. So funny kasi nga we used code names to hide their real identity. Nakakatawa ang mga naiisip nilang code names. Sana nga all of them can attend the party kaya yung iba talaga hindi pwede.

After the fellowship walang humpay na tawanan at kulitan na naman. We shared our new discovered game ung “sabayang bigkas”. Mangungumusta kami ng isang tao nang sabay sabay. Hahahaha….  Things like this are very memorable to me especially when we see them happy.

We will miss you Life Group for almost three weeks.

Thank you Lord for another term of fellowship.